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| Maybe it's nothing... |
[22 May 2006|07:45pm] |
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Well I had my fun being away this weekend.
Seeing those annual "two month" friends and what not.
But then I came back and feel like I sorta missed out on the entire weekend anyways.
What seems to really matter, is what happens here.
I have a feeling this is gonna be one of those summers where going away does social damage to me.
I used to fear and resent that. Maybe it's gonna happen again.
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| Long time no update. |
[15 May 2006|01:18am] |
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The problem with "being in control of the situation" is losing control completely, over and over again.
On a side note. Today was my last day of work.
No more shifts written all over my arm, no more lack of weekends. No more income.
I thought I would be happy to leave.
Instead, I cried.
Pms didn't help. But today was the funnest work day ever.
And I will miss my friends so much.
:(
Everything I do lately seems to end up as the wrong thing to do.
It sucks, let me tell ya.
Poor livejournal, has been abandoned for better things it seems.
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| I haven't been this bored in forever. |
[10 Feb 2006|11:31pm] |
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You guys aren't gonna believe this.
I finished all my homework, on a Friday night.
I haven't done that in years, if ever.
On a side note, I'm really -freaking- bored.
Help...
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[05 Feb 2006|01:09am] |
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There will be others.
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| So, how is everyone? |
[29 Jan 2006|01:43am] |
I'm bored. Studying isn't happening. Addictions aren't happening.
At that, it's taken only a few days for me to completely lose my ability to type legibly.
Ugh.
I'd look forward to the end of this semester, if there was a reason to look forward to the next.
I remembered the OTHER reason why summer was so great, and it's gonna be unnattainable until next summer too.
I'm unhappy with things right now, and here I am announcing it.
You wanted to make me feel like shit and you did.
Next?
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| Bored of hair maybe? |
[28 Jan 2006|01:54am] |
So... Should I dye my hair brown?
Not ash-blondeish brown like my awlful natural hair colour.
But like.. A darkish, but not too dark brown?
Or should I leave it blonde.
idunoanymore.
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| Downtown and more downtown! |
[15 Jan 2006|12:42am] |
Today Hon and I went downtown.
It was a cold, and sort of pointless trip.
But I took a few pictures:
( Hon and my adventure downtown, without Adam cause he had to work )
So tonight was the Sugarcraft and Lips and blah blah show. You kids did swell (y).
Was there awhile, then left.
I've spent like a MILLION dollars subwaying all over the place today, and on transit in general. And on Hon.
Orlee, I failed and didn't get Hon anything for operation gothHon.
On a side note, my bedroom is cleaner than ever!
Ignore the dog and the jacket/school bag. Yay floorspace! Though I kinda miss my mound of crap everywhere. It was comfy and I was soooo tall when I walked on it.
My dad finally took my computer in to get fixed, I should be seeing it again Monday.
Then I can stop using this sorta-not-really-that-crummy laptop!
Next step... Fic the damn internet.
And that was my day more or less. Not so interesting. I have to work tomorrow and memorize more lines.
Also... If Sam/Adam read this... Gimme our english quote AND we're presenting come Friday most likely.
Also: I saw EVERYONE today. I saw Dale in Kensington, and I saw Madi+Girl Devon at the busstop, andddd I saw Abby! Who I haven't seen since grade 9 Baythorn reunion that wasn't such a success! But it was good to see her! Yay.
Goodnight folks!
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| Biology hits the zoo. |
[12 Jan 2006|06:08pm] |
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AYYRRRRRRRRRRRRR TEQUILA |
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Dear Caitlin,
We've missed your picture posts ever so much. Please post now.
-Love your friends
Yes, it's been awhile.
So anyways, today was the grade 11 Bio trip to the zoo.
Pictures aswell as hilarity ensued.
( The zoo isn't nearly as exciting in the winter )
But seriously. I never take enough pictures anymore, I should be on necro_kitten 7 or 8 by now!
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| RIP Grandma :( |
[08 Jan 2006|09:29am] |
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Let's top off this horrible week with a dead family member.
Though I can't say I didn't see this coming.
It's strange how you always just... Know.
Surprisingly enough, I feel alright right now.
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| I sure did lose my retainer... Somewhere. I also cleaned up my room though, ironic! |
[07 Jan 2006|01:34am] |
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My dad said something to me earlier.
He said "it's usually better to carry out arguements verbally or in person, when they aren't being put to record."
And I said "But I'm better at expressing myself in writing". And it's true, I can put things into words and make it look good when I write it. But when I speak it, it all turns to mush.
And he said "I'm like that too, but you have to remember, it's not about how you sound as much as the point to get across, and coming to a fair conclusion."
And he's right, though I feel like such a fool when I speak to people. I can hardly finish an intelligent sentance in an arguement, and I'm too forgiving I think.
But I think I'll try that next time before I let myself fuck around and overreact.
In person I can read people better, and they can read me.
But it should be over and done with now, I hope at least.
On a side note, nearly 2 hours ago was my 17th birthday.
I got a call on my celly this morning thinking it was a friend, but it was just Zellers, asking me to come into work that day.
You guys suck.
So I've felt pretty shitty lately, not as bad as yesterday or the night before, but my day got a lot better.
Orlee and I went off and I got my nose pierced.
Michelle asked to see a picture of it, and I showed her.
"You shouldn't smile like that, it looks kinda creepy and forced"
"...That's my normal smile."
"...Oh."
( A stud in a hole )
My mom still hasn't noticed, but she'll be mad when she does.
Aw well.
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[24 Dec 2005|06:43pm] |
This is the most boring Christmas eve ever.
...Where is everyone? Out doin' stuff or something.
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I just realized we lack in xmas tree.
So I told my dad, and he goes "shit".
Now we have a christmas tree.
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| I feel all acid refluxy. |
[21 Dec 2005|08:37pm] |
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Okay... So cleary I have a jealousy problem with like everything.
So :. I'm crazy as fuck.
Buttt... School sure is over soon.
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[15 Dec 2005|08:13pm] |
I'm sorry, but this is seriously the coolest penis ever.
( Dragon! )
So... Who's hoping for a whopping amount of snow day fun tomorrow?
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| Good mood first time in AGES. |
[13 Dec 2005|09:35pm] |
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I was in such a great mood today.
Everything made me happy and wanna get married!
In fact, the stress that continues to creep up heavier each day is completely blinded by happiness and possibly cinnamon buns!
(Unless my smell receptors are off).
Bio we got to miss half the class and eat bagels in the caf, History was filled with joy, lunch was full of soup and coffee, philosophy was in the library, and I actually enjoyed it, and english was just funny and such.
Yay!
Oh but afterschool I had a nap which resulted in a bad dream about all my teeth falling out.
In the midst of procrastinating from bio, puppy was sleeping in my pile of crap.
So I disturbed her by taking pictures.
I thought I'd share, cause I love her and I'm awesome.
( Puppy :) )
So perhaps Sam and I shall tie the knot and it'll be beer and hockey and big smooshy leather couches forever.
Happy Happy Happy :)
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| This post wasn't as exciting as I hoped it would be :( |
[11 Dec 2005|10:03pm] |
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Well, I feel like I haven't had a post just about me and the happenings in my life lately. All of a sudden, I am inspired.
So for starters, it's almost the holidays, which means it's almost Xmas, which means I haven't done any shopping, and I blame Work for that. Since it takes up my weekends.
But I like it. I really do, I like my job. And I KNOW I'll hate it Saturday morning when I gotta get up and spend 7 hours in that hell hole again.
But At the end of the day, I like the place. Strangely enough.
Yesterday, 15 minutes or so after I said farewell to Daniel and Farnoosh, and went to go home. Daniel's cash got robbed.
It could've been me! Woah. First robbery in 7 years apparently. Impressive.
Hmm, there are things in my life right now I wont bring up, just for the sake of it. But I will say that my mood has been pretty bland lately. I'm bored with the things that I used to look forward too, and I have nothing to motivate me or inspire me for a change.
hopefully this period will pass, because it's so unlike me, and thats lame.
Orlee and I saw Narnia yesterday. Lol @ ...Well everything. It was cool, but at the same time rather lame. I recommend you smoke a heap of drugs and go see it. I cried at the beginning, and lolled at the end.
.I wonder why.
Other than that, I feel like I've lost my picture taking skills, assuming I had any. Or my skills to be photogenic.
I'm unhappy with all the pictures I take of me, and I never take pictures of friends and myself on outings anymore, which is disapointing to say the least.
I miss my photowhoring posts, do YOU?
School is almost done, and it seems exciting but it's nottttt. Theres too much work, just thinking about it and how I reallky OUGHT to be doing it now scares and upsets me.
Hope you're all doing well, how is everyone doing anyways?
Igotsmoney.Ineedbras.Ineeeeeedshopping.Ineedsomething(one)tolove.IamSOboredwithshit.Damnit.
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| Lookin' back. |
[07 Dec 2005|10:18pm] |
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I don't need to feel like I'm in constant search for a friend that just gets it. I already found that friend in grade 9. We're still so cool.
I've never really been one to post the same pictures twice. But I was going through my first photobucket (and a bit of second, guilty). I decided to throw some into the mix.
( Oh grade 9 and 10 )
Notice how I never post pictures anymore? Well I never go out and do stuff with people anymore. Those truly were the days.
Also I think my camera might be broken.
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